Thursday, August 25, 2005
24th Aug... i woke up in a surprise... coz 23rd night when i'm asleep... i made dreams... real sweet ones i swear.... but thn it probably cant be true in reality... Haha... tat dream is kinda wierd as well.. but i hope if i can choose.. i wanna live in tat dream =p i felt touched happy and satisfied suddenly in tat lovely dream... but however once i woke... due to their dream.. many thoughts strike me liao...
Weet>.> these r unpleasants feeling but also good de... guess i juz spill them out bah.. also no one will see it... kekez.... it's abt a gal i like alot loh... she is wierd.... and the way she react make me think alot... even i knew wad she thinking... she still deny some of them.. no choice la... juz felt tat i'm like a super common friend to her even she said i'm her good friend... juz feeling.. but trust her... Gee... Ya.. i had always regard her as one of my veri good friend, even reached best friend standard.. but juz for a period of time... i'm slowly forgotten...
hahax... to her maybe... but me wont forget de la... Now see her so happy i also happy... juz hope she rmb me as a good friend still...
juz like some of my past friendz will settle down and chat chat.. so kewl arh... once close batch of close friendz now even nv contact much but at least not forgotten.. hope she will be like tis too^^ but rather not juz hi and bye friend..
Aww.... truely.. i think i screwed up things always.. not now... but is past now and then... i'm so freakin crap>.<
I dun realli tok much.... i also dun realli dun tok... i think wad matter is who i am toking to....
COZ i felt i am totally different when i'm wif bh them compared to wif classmates.... like wif bh,gl,bear,cher and linda.... i am one of the noisest.. the one who tok wadeva he wanted and sing anyhow anytime....
But wif bryan,marcus,steven,bw,sheila gerald them.. i'm the one who always quiet and the backguy... no idea how to solve it... juz like i feel tokin to one of ottos sister evelyn also can quite easygoing... but when wif daddy mummy them... i'm become stone kind again... dun tok unless ppl tok to me... Geez... liao o.0
tis also apply when i'm ou wif sl hz them... seldom conversation strike to me... but when phone wif sl ONCE UPON a time.... we tok like nobody business.. hahax... now no le... she found hers.. =p
... also appeared to be quiet when wif coach them.. hahax..
lolx.. i also think i'm the anything guy.. but i'm truely anything... as long u all is fine, i dun care de.. u all happy can le... haiz.. but sometime... i think i realli sux loh... somemore when they even forced me to change ans other thn anything... swt swt... so troubled abt tat.. maybe can say is indecisive bah...
Now exams soon le... as usaul my parents wont know much abt me... should be lack of conversation bah.. but the way they tok dun create a conversation but rather is they tok i listen... they like to see things on outside.. on parents only la.. mainly is most of the ppl.. cant help it... for me? i din care abt tis much.. i only know everytime every moments... a feeling, a opinion will de deposit in my heart.. juz like from the word u say, i can feel deeper on wad u mean... thus i kept real a lot of things in my heart... i can prove tat none of u humans r perfect... all had almost shown their bad attitude or impressions.... hahax.. dw la.. unless u ask, if not u wont know... i will juz keep to myself and normally live on... me siao liao... but wanna rmbed tat dream... it's a rojak dream.. i dunno why tat day will get it.. hope it wont be a bad symptons... i'm gonna bed in le....
Dear friendz outside... hope ur tests exams all do well... plz rmb me^^ and plz dun think i'm antisocial, i'm good.. i'm bad... i'm wierd... i'm cheerful.. i'm sad... i'm juz a bit of everything... lol=p
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